The dream was a lot longer, but I didn't write it down as soon as I woke up, so I've forgotten most of it. I just remember that every year these people got together a group of teenagers to use for experiments that somehow involved black bunnies. I ended up being part of this years experiments, but I don't remember much else about that. I remember having a fear of robots because I knew that in the near future they would override their programming and basically take over the world. There were green police robots that kind of looked like Bumblebee from Transformers (except green), and I remember passing them and knowing that they were designed to be good guys but could easily override their programming and turn into bad guys at any minute.
Sunday, December 27, 2015
Friday, December 25, 2015
High School or College?
This one is spotty, but I remember a good portion I think. I was living with my mom in an apartment that slightly resembled the actual apartment I used to live in with her. I had some friends over, and it was nearly the last day of school, but I hadn't been able to attend because I was out giving birth to my son (who I actually gave birth to nearly four years AFTER high school.). We were sitting in the bathroom and my friends were updating me on everything that was going on at school, and telling me that our teacher, who I guess was named Ms. Tish, had finally let the class finish a movie we started forever ago. Throughout these discussions, I found myself remembering a high school, and I had to keep correcting myself that I was in college. We were discussing whether or not I should even bother going back to school this year as there were only three days left and there was no way I could pass the final exams. Plus students weren't required to attend the last few days if they didn't have an exam. My friends left I guess, and I proceeded to straighten my hair with a broken straightener. I remember someone telling me I was ugly and no amount of straightening was going to fix that, or something along those lines. After straightening my hair, I took it in the shower for some reason. After I got in and turned on the water, my mom came in and demanded to know what I was doing and why. When I told her I was taking a shower, she said "uh huh, sure." or "yeah right.", which is weird and very uncharacteristic of my mother. She was never the type of person to call you out on your lies whether you were lying or not.
I remember another part of the dream involving some friends of mine, but I don't remember exactly what point it took place at. We were out in what I guess was a swamp as there was murky greenish water and several unsafe bridges over it. Me and two other guys (I think Jimmy and my last ex), were riding motorcycles (which I don't even really know how to do) over the bridges, and someone ended up crashing or sinking or something. Otherwise we had fun.
Brain Surgery
I went to the doctor with a problem with my hand shaking, and he told me that there was something wrong in my brain and he would have to perform surgery. For some reason Jimmy also went in for surgery with me. They were going to put us both out and perform surgery on us, but once they had already given Jimmy the anesthetic, they were about to give it to me and suddenly said that I can't get the surgery because I have a blockage in my heart, aka clogged arteries, which for some reason had something to do with brain surgery. They went through with the surgery on Jimmy, but for some reason they cut his throat and pulled something out. I remember being concerned that the doctor had killed him, but then figuring he knew what he was doing. I left there and went on a search in what I guess was my mom's pantry to find extra virgin olive oil, which is supposed to clear blockages in the heart. It took awhile, but I found some and then had to find shot glasses, which I eventually did, and took several shots of olive oil. It tasted gross. Afterward I guess I left the hospital, because I remember running into a girl I used to go to school with named Megan. We climbed some mountains and rode in her fancy red sports car on the way to find someone named Skylar, who greatly resembled a cross between Jimmy and a guy I went to high school with. I think Skylar turned out to be a drunk with absolutely no future, and when he asked why I was coming to see him I explained that I did not know and that the doctor had told me it would be good for my health to spend some time with him, though I can't recall him ever saying that.
Wednesday, December 23, 2015
My Son's Foster Family
I dreamed that our son (who I distinctly remember giving birth to) had been a foster child in the past. I saw a video online somewhere from when he was maybe three months with his foster family. He was lying in a crib and crying and these two other kids were acting like they were drunk and throwing things like bottles at him and saying stuff like "come on Gabriel!" "Yeah, come on Gabriel!" as if urging him to magically get out of his crib and come over. Afterward I went to my baby and picked him up and hugged him hard as I cried. I felt so bad for him, and I was so happy that I had gotten him. I couldn't help thinking that I was meant to get him because I already knew what to name him. I think I also burned down his foster family's home at some point.
Mom And The Blue Ambulance
I had a dream that my mother went back to the hospital in a blue ambulance because she wasn't eating enough to stay alive. Beforehand, she was waiting out front of this house we were in (though I have no idea whose house we were in. All I know is I didn't live there.) with one of my coworkers for the ambulance to come. I remember someone who was supposed to be my friend (I guess the girl who lived in the house) asking me where my mom was going. I insisted she wasn't going anywhere and went over to the window to look out, at which point I saw her standing with my coworker and waiting for the ambulance. Once it arrived to take her to the hospital, I simply stayed by the window and waited for her to come back. When she returned I ran out to greet her, and she told me that she would be fine just as long as she kept eating. We hugged each other and I don't remember what if anything happened after that.
Tuesday, December 22, 2015
The Black Ghost
This will be short. I had a dream recently in which I thought there were spirits in our house, so I set up cameras like in Paranormal Activity. I was shocked to discover the ghost of a light skinned black man laying in our bed right next to Jimmy.
Saturday, December 19, 2015
Pieces Of Dreams
This is probably a couple dreams since I slept like a rock, but I remember next to nothing. I remember jumping from a large wooden tower because I was in a video game and there was no other way down, but it was okay since I had more lives.
I remember going to a little tiny store that sold pretty much nothing but baby food to use my son's WIC vouchers. It was a store I remembered from a past dream, though I don't recall ever dreaming of it before, and there was a shelf right in the center of the room that made it practically impossible to get to the baby food.
I went to a different store (this may have been another part of the first dream) where they sold Native American artwork. I found one that I really liked and the Native American working there told me it was like $150,000, which I couldn't afford, so I bought a beanie baby wolf for $6 instead. Before selling it to me, he told me some kind of cleasing ritual had to be performed, and he lit it on fire and then shook the fire out and gave it back to me practically bald.
Friday, December 18, 2015
Missing Childhood
I was being persued by someone and trying to get away, and my mother was with me, trying to find a place for me to hide. I don't remember much from this one, but I do remember passing several playgrounds, some of which were all exactly alike except for the paint. I think we passed a cemetery at some point and tons of buildings and grassy areas for picnics. I think there was even a subway train station, despite the fact that there isn't a subway train anywhere in the town we were in, which I somehow knew. I think we eventually settled in a church and I hid out in a wardrobe inside a small room. After awhile I thought I heard the person chasing us enter the room, and I was freaking out, but when the wardrobe door opened, there were three or four children peering in at me. I came out from my wardobe and proceeded to play games with the kids.
Keys In The Abandoned Town
I dreamed that I was in an empty town with three other people who were supposed to be my family, I guess. There was a dad who I remember resembling the dad on the movie Disappearance, a mom, and a son. I was the daughter. I kept finding keys everywhere with color coded tags and was taking pictures of practically everything. I remember my brother and I were looking around by what turned out to be an old mental asylum for women when I found the first ring of keys hidden behind a metal door. It had several keys, each a different color, which I quickly realized was for each different area of the town. I think yellow was for education, like the schools, and green was for health, like the women's hospital. I left my mom and brother and found my dad in a print shop freaking out about a picture that had printed made of blood or something. He was calling someone, some woman, who I somehow knew he had a crush on or would develop one because as part of the plot he and my mother didn't feel for each other like they used to, and he was going realize he still loved her by the end of the dream. I found another set of keys inside of a printer with tan stickers or whatever and took those and started trying to open things in the print shop. All the while the woman my dad had been talking to on the phone had already made up her mind to come find us in this town to help is settle whatever was going on. I started trying the keys in random locks around the print shop and just as I found one that fit, I woke up.
Sunday, December 13, 2015
Zombie Apocalypse
I was the leader of a group living in the middle of the zombie apocalypse and everyone was living in small groups in several trailers. I was going from trailer to trailer, scaring people and scolding them for not being prepared because I could have been a zombie. Will add more later if I actually remember.
The Secret Pond
I dreamed there was a pond behind a fence behind the apartments where I used to live with my mom. While there is some truth to this, the pond in my dream was much prettier. The water was a beautiful crystal blue whereas the real pond behind the apartments was more of a murky green. Jimmy and I apparently used to go to this secret pond with our friends to relax and enjoy life. We would swim and soak and dive (in the dream. In reality, I have only known Jimmy for about four years.). We kept the pond a secret from literally everyone because we knew that if anyone else ever found out about it, they would use it for profit, therefore ruining the beauty and sentimental value of our sanctuary. Somehow one of our bosses from work came across our hideout and, just as we expected, had every intention of destroying it, so we had to go back in time to find our boss as a child and invite her to our pond so that she too could see just how beautiful and wonderful it was. We found her and took her to the pond, but I don't remember if we convinced her, although we probably did. I do remember, however, a fifties style diner with the stereotypical black and white checkered floor tiles, an arcade, and a haunted maze that Jimmy, me, and our friend went through. I don't remember who the friend was, or even if he was a friend of ours, but I do remember that he was black, and I was following him through the maze for the first part because he seemed to be taking the most accurate and direct route. I was the one who found the exit though, and I had to call out and go back to find the other two so that we could leave. The maze came out into a darkened movie theater with a very small group of people watching whatever was playing. I don't remember much besides that.
Friday, December 11, 2015
The Circus
This was one of those dreams that seems familiar but isn't. Apparently I decided I wanted to start my own clothing line because I was at a store matching pants and shirts to make outfits with intention to sell them. I also tried my hand at making a crib. Later a circus caravan arrived, and it had apparently come before because one of the women knew me and I knew her. She seemed very happy to see me. I think she asked me if I was ready to join the circus and I told her no because I had a family to look after. They proceeded to perform and as I tried to leave I felt like someone was watching me and following me. I don't know if I ever saw him, but I'm pretty sure he was a shady guy in a trench coat. I remember running to the circus because the guy was blocking the gate exit and hiding inside of a van. I think the lady helped me disguise myself as an actor and I had to join the circus after all. I wish I could remember this one better.
The Library
I dreamed that I was at my old high school and desperately looking for a Goosebumps book called Night of the Living Dead, which I'm pretty sure doesn't exist as that is an old movie (Night of the Living DUMMY maybe?). I found the book but couldn't get it for whatever reason, so I left. Apparently I lived at the school because I snuck out of my room that night to go to the library. I found the door cracked and pulled it open to sneak inside. I looked all around for the book, but this time I couldn't find it. I kept searching until morning arrived and Jimmy found me in the library and told me the baby was awake.
Sunday, December 6, 2015
The Parent Games
Like the rest of my dreams lately, this one will be spotty. I remember thinking during this dream that this has to be a dream because stuff like this doesn't happen to me. Jimmy and I were pushing our son in a buggy and came into an area full of ninjas and such, and had to say a password or fight them or something to get through. I think once we got through, there was a small shop like you would see in a tourist town that sells souveneirs. All three of us were seperated from each other and taken to different places. I remember a man leading me down a boarding terminal, or whatever those little mobile hallways they have at airports are, towards a plane. I passed several teenagers, and I remember one guy with long wavy brown hair telling me "don't get on the plane". I guess I didn't listen because the weirdness continued. I remember yelling and shouting at everyone, demanding to know where my baby was, but no one would give me an answer. I saw Jimmy one more time, and that was when we were riding in a shuttle type vehicle. I asked him what was going on and where our son was, but he either didn't know or couldn't say. Just before we had to get off, he told me in a low quiet voice, as if trying not to be heard, that this was something all parents had to go through and we would be out of here soon enough if we passed all the trials. I remember being taken to a tiny enclosed space with another girl where there was a wooden bench and an unusual sticker on the floor with a combination of letters written on it. I don't remember exactly what the girl said, but it was something along the lines of 'look for hints'. I took the sticker as a hint and tried to quickly copy the letters to my hand, but I was sweating so the marker didn't work, even after I tried to dry my hand, so I wrote it on my jeans instead. I came around from behind the wall to find a hockey field and people playing. I think I was supposed to play for one of my tasks, but I don't recall doing so before waking up.