Thursday, June 25, 2020

Wish I Remembered More

I had a dream that I was with Emiya, and I remember sliding down a hill of bags of dog food while he shook his head at my silliness. We kissed once, and he showed me his memories of the last HGW where he lost and that was why we wanted to win. But I don't remember much else and I fell back to sleep before I could write it down. >.< I think there was a child and a ring somehow involved. 
In my last dream, a man was kicked out of our house, and my FIL's crazy girlfriend asked me if I had given him some oranges and if he was the one stealing milk. I said sure. I didn't know or care, but I remeber thinking maybe we just drank it. My FIL showed me a picture on an old calender of the woman, but it was actually her twin sister, and they had sworn to destroy us. The man made a video of how much happier he was at his house with someone named Opie who shot a chair, and the man said he was happy because no one was going to report that. I remember having a ghostly form called a 'wolf' and when the man we kicked out and the evil sisters died, they still came after me. I was in my wolf form in the woods. I remember telling my husband we needed to buy a boat at this point because I was hot and wanted to feel water and wind on my face, but he said no. We had set up a trap for them, but they got through said trap and came for me, and I ran. I remember thinking how much I hated that their ghosts could still come after me.
Then my husband woke me up.

Saturday, June 20, 2020

Weird Dreams

Sometimes I have these weird dreams where I'm in this half-awake, half-asleep state. It often takes place when I've taken up a new job or hobby. They're never anything particularly spectacular. Usually just me doing that job or doing that hobby. When it's a video game I'm enjoying, I dream of being in that game, not just playing it. Well, as of late, I have been playing a lot of Fable. Last night, I had a wake-sleep dream where I was in Fable. Mostly I was just running around and following a golden path (from Fable 2 and 3 mostly). I also had a dream of me trying to hit on a cop who was gay. 

Friday, June 19, 2020

Dream or Memory?

I was in a room with two men, both in dark blue dress uniforms for some military. I think they were my brothers. It was an older time period. The one where they had those old bayenette rifles and swords more than, say, handguns. I was a female. So we were in this room, and I kept hearing and seeing strange things and telling my brothers. Once I saw a man's face in a darkened window, and I ran and told them. I began carrying around one of my brothers' swords with me because I was frightened. I heard noises from the other side of the door, and I heard a toilet flush (not even sure if that was a thing back then). I remember standing in an alcove, behind a curtain, looking out a window with one of my brother's on either side of me while I clutched the sword and stood with them, terrified. These events took place over the course of a night slowly turning into day, and I was terrified because I somehow knew I would be the last one standing and could not understand why this man was toying with us. I woke up before the man ever came in that room though.
Also had some dream about going to prison, but I don't really recall all tbe details of that, if any.

Thursday, June 18, 2020

A Series of Random Dreams

Someone left an all black horse tied up to my fence and I cut the reins to free it. This dream felt somehow different from others and very real.
My husband and I went downstairs at the library into what we thought was the basement but it was actually a shop for kids with books and clothes. We bought Gabe sone outfits but the lion costume he wanted didn't fit.
My coworker and I were at an outdoor mall and took a walk around outside. Two guys in a boat tried to offer me a ring, but we kept walking and took the other way around to get back.
Emiya protected me at the mall in my area and I posted online about it. I could not find the group I wanted to post it to, but I posted to another. I wrote thank you Emiya for protecting me and someone commented 'I don't think it's about transforming himself, I think it's about the girl he was protecting.'

Sunday, June 14, 2020

Xolo

The only dream I recall from last night was one in which I was looking into my father in law's bedroom that he shares with his girlfriend and a Xolo dog (Mexican guard dog that guides people through the underworld) was looking back at me. I did not feel any malice or fear. We just sort of stared at each other until I startled awake for some reason.

Thursday, June 11, 2020

Vague Memories of Centipedes

I have vague memories of centipedes crawling around in my dream and me freaking out. But the rest of the dream was me looking through my jewelry box for a gold chain, but I couldn't find one that would work to put on the red diamond shaped pendant I had. I remember finding some hair clips, a lot of silver chains, and a few gold chains, but they already had things on them that could not be removed. So I moved on to my mother's jewelry box. It was different than the one she actually had (which I now have) but I found several rings, one of which I had never seen before. It had a pink and blue punch out center shaped like a butterfly, and she had never worn it before, so I punched out the center, and I remember thinking "my mom would have loved this. It's a shame she never got to wear it." When I punched it out though, and alarm went off, and the jewelry box became bigger. A door opened and my mother came out, but there were several different versions of her. I remember saying "hello mommy." And then I think my alarm woke me up.
I also remember another dream had a book with a name written in it. B LaFleur or  B LeVere something like that. I should have wrote it down when I first woke up because it may have been important. Ugh. The weird thing was that I read it. I can't usually read in my dreams. The words blur and jumble and mess up.

Wednesday, June 10, 2020

Work Trip

I went to an amusement park with my coworkers and husband, who is also my coworker. There were some other people there who were not coworkers as well. Apparently it was my birthday, and there was this rollercoaster that picked you up really high and then you went down a slide and on to the track. I rode that several times. I think my husband rode once with me, but my coworker couldn't bring herself to go up to the slide. We all hung out and ate food together while we were there too.

Tuesday, June 9, 2020

Buying A Light While Sick?

I was sick and had an IV that ran out. Someone told me to drink the remainder of my dog's IV because it was good for me. I went to KMart for some big fancy halogen light i needed. The cashier told me it will wrack up electric bills and makes a loud buzzing noise. It was also expensive, but I paid my 7.99 and bought it anyway. That's all I really remember. 

Write It Down

They say to write down whatever you can remember, no matter how little, so I remember my father in law telling me to take out two mice and release them outside the yard, so I did. One was white and one was gray. I also remember running into Cu Chulainn and stopping to talk for a bit, though I don't remember anything we said. I think he was leaning against a fence when he greeted me.

Friday, June 5, 2020

Playing Peter Pan and Spelling Bee

In one dream I had last night, I was pretending to be Peter Pan and running around my yard with my arms out like I was flying. I had two 'Keys to Neverland' and I kept one in my shoe and gave my husband the other. I kept dropping my key while playing though and having to go back and find it. My husband tried to use his key on a door but it wouldn't work. I don't really remember what else happened in that dream.

And in another one I was participating in a spelling bee against a rival or someone I was in competition with for whatever reason, but I remember the spelling bee was more of a test and it had pictures to color and problems to solve. I remember being in a room at some point before the bee. Like a small narrow hallway room where I talked to my friend and my rival. Also being nervous about it because I totally bombed a spelling bee in real life when I was in, like, 2nd grade. I don't really remember any other important details or who won.

Thursday, June 4, 2020

Roommates

My husband and I were staying at this house with a bunch of roommates. There was me, him, a couple girls, another man, and a guy with brown curly hair and a camo jacket and his girlfriend, a FtM who went by FCC or something to that effect. I think curly hair was named Lucas or Levi or Luke. Something with an L. For this I'll call him Luke. Before Luke and FCC arrived, I claimed a double be in the middle room of the house, as my husband and a bunch of people (many girls) were on the living room furniture. I could have had the futon, but I wanted the bed. Then Luke and FCC showed up, and Luke claimed the other half of my bed, and FCC pushed up another bed. I instantly regretted not taking the futon, but some other guy was already taking that, so I was stuck. Luke took a liking to me, and when everyone else was out one day, we hooked up. No one else found out though. I remember playing games with the group, which is how I found out about FCC's name; it was written on a scorecard. Then later Luke and I were driving in his car, and I asked how often he actually had sex, and he said 17 times a night. I told him we would probably not work as a couple then because I only had sex about once a week with my husband, sometimes less. I also remember thinking I liked Luke because he reminded me of my husband when he was younger. That's all I rememeber.

Wednesday, June 3, 2020

Past Life Glimpse

Asked my higher self for a past life dream and dreamed about being in competition with a guy for some reason involving some kinda paperwork make up and a shopping mall. Idk.