Monday, April 27, 2020

Experiment

I remember dreaming about being part of some experiment that involves being zapped with radiation and feeling weird the rest of the day

Saturday, April 25, 2020

Outpatient Surgery

My mom took me to the hospital for a stomach ache, but I kept telling her it wasn't that bad. Still, she took me to outpstient surgery, saying it would be quick and easy, in and out, and more affordable. I kept telling her I was hoping I didn't need surgery. In the waiting room there were a lot of toys and stuffed animals, several of which I gathered to keep me company during my stay. They eventually called me back, and I was taken into a room to stay. The guy I was dating came to see me. He was Lucas from my book The Theta Club, but with more freckles. We sat and talked for a bit, and then he sang me a beautiful song that I wish I could remember. When he was done, I said him "that was beautiful, Lucas. did you write that?" And he told me that he hadn't and had actually found it online somewhere. I told him it sounded like something from a movie I couldn't remember, and he agreed it was possible. After that he gave me some sticky notes, one stack of blue and one stack of white. I asked him "sticky notes?" And he said "just don't let anybody see them." And it flashed to a scene of my friends also writing me sticky notes and then back. Eventually, he had to leave, and I was left in the hospital room alone. I found my charger and plugged in my phone, then I sat on the bed and began to read the sticky notes. The top one had a question mark, but all of them after that had random little facts and tidbits of information that he had written for me, and I remember thinking how sweet he was. At the end was a rolled up bag of Arby's mints and a sticky note that said "apparently I go to Arby's a lot." I smiled and set the mints aside as the Imperial March played and my new roommate came in. She was an Asian girl. I was singing the song Be True To Your School from Stargirl, and she told me "what are you singing? No, that's not gonna work," and then played her own music while I started looking at the next batch of sticky notes and she sat down and called her boyfriend to talk about their pet bass, which apparently looked just like the one on our shower curtain.

Sunday, April 19, 2020

Hero School With Emiya

I dreamed that Emiya (not Shirou) and I were attending super hero school/college together (think MHA) and he was helping me get caught up because I was new. If I remember more, I'll add, but for now I just remember him being super helpful and having some inner monologue about 'she's going to make it not because she wants to but because she cares so much for her classmates.' Typical anime stuff. Cynical guy admiring the new girl silently. I beat him at a couple races, one with a mat-type thing (like those red/blue ones in kindergarten but not exactly) that went around some slide thing and a sort of relay race.
Also I drank chamomile before bed. All in all, not disappointed. Just wish I remembered more about this awesome dream. Maybe I'll try to MILD or SSILD myself back into it, lol.