I had a dream that I somehow got the gamertags for the whole Star Wars cast and Jimmy and I played Star Wars games with them. Mark Hamil had accepted my friend request but Adam Driver had not, so I was kind of sad as they are my two favorite characters. Mark Hamil then showed up at my house and said we should all have a real space adventure. We agreed, so he invited all the Star Wars cast over and Jimmy and I got to meet everyone. I remember I gave Adam Driver a hug and said hello to his wife, who was there too. I don't know if we ever got to actually go on a real space adventure as I either forgot or woke up before we did.
Thursday, December 21, 2017
Wednesday, December 20, 2017
Dream Kylo Ren Thinks I'm Awesome
We recently went to see the new Star Wars movie (The Last Jedi), and I had a dream that I asked Adam Driver (aka Kylo Ren) if he would be willing to hang out with my family and me. I guess I asked through some Internet way because I don't know the guy in real life. To my surprise, he showed up at our house and spent the day with us, just hanging out around town and having a good time. Before he left, he gave Gabe a gift (I believe is was a porg plushie), and said that I was pretty awesome, so I felt special. It wasn't a major crazy dream or anything, and I don't really remember what we did during our hangout, but it was still great. Not to mention my self esteem got a boost since Dream Kylo Ren thinks I'm awesome, lol.
Thursday, December 7, 2017
Wolves
Last night, I dreamed I was back in the apartment complex I grew up in, and I saw two wolves. One was black, and one was gray. The gray one mostly kept its distance, across the parking lot, where the black one kept coming up to me. The closest I recall it getting was when it jumped up onto the area where one flight of stairs ends and another begins. The wolf was not growling or barking or snarling or anything. It was simply standing there, looking at me, but I still felt frightened. I must have also been fascinated too because I kept looking at it. I was waiting for Jimmy to return to the apartment as well, but I figured he had a key and could let himself in, so I went inside and locked the door because the wolf was making me so uncomfortable. Jimmy came in later, and I wondered how he got past the intimidating black wolf.
Thursday, September 28, 2017
Friday, September 1, 2017
Universes
I don't know if these dreams were connected but here goes. I was at work and one of Jimmy's friends was accusing me of not doing my job correctly. We got into a fight about it and I told Jimmy that I do not want to hang out with his friend and his girlfriend, but he told me not to worry about it. Then I was in a house that was not my own. I tried to leave, but every time I would go in the back yard and come back in, the house would be different. One time it had three stories, one time an attic, another time it had only 2 stories, and another time it had only 1. At one point the house was my childhood friend's house, and I I found my mom in the kitchen, but she looked different. She had short wavy brown hair in reality and in the dream it was short straight and blonde. I asked her why we were in Katie's house and if she was my real mom, and she said something like "Why don't you try to go home" or something. I kept trying to go back to my own universe, and at one point i went outside to find that all the houses in whatever suburban neighborhood I was in were covered in orange hair. It was wrapping around the houses like vines, coming out the doors and going in the windows, so I went back inside. I kept trying but still couldn't get back home. I found myself thinking how I just wanted to wake up and see Jimmy's sleeping face. I kept thinking I would wake up to find myself facing him any minute, but I stayed in the ever changing dream world. Finally, I asked God to help me get back home, and for a moment I thought I was home, because Jimmy was there, but I quickly realized I wasn't and I said "this isn't home!" Or something to that effect, and I asked God to send me back to my own universe. Shortly after that I finally woke up for real.
Tuesday, August 29, 2017
Random Hospital Visit
Me, Jimmy, Gabe, and a friend of mine from my last job named Brian were all at a hospital. I don't know why we were there, but Gabe was having a hard time staying entertained even though we were going from floor to floor. I tried to teach him to play creatively with dolls, but markers and coloring books ended up being the answer. Jimmy, Brian, and I ended up finding a strange board game where the end result was that one person went to Heaven and the rest to hell. We played the game, and I lost. I think Brian came out the winner, so Jimmy must have lost too. We started to head back home, but I was taking some time to pick up the mess Gabe had made, and Jimmy was getting impatient. I remember in one room where I was cleaning up, there was a lot of old and broken things, including Bratz doll shoes from back in the day when I was a little girl and they had no feet. I saw a giant mutant cockroach dart by, and nervously searched for it under a shelf but only found a ovular black clippy device and tried to tell myself my eyes were deceiving me. Eventually I returned to an irritated Jimmy, who was ready to leave, and we started for the door, which was a glass sliding door. Outside, two men were cleaning. One was an old coworker of mine named Joshua, and the other was one of the Ukrainian gentlemen that I work with, but I can't remember if it was Igor or Vitaliy. We just called him Vlad. We were talking to them briefly, and we were all a tad bit on edge, when suddenly the overhead light outside went out, leaving the entrance in pitch blackness. I reached out and pulled Joshua inside, but when I tried to reach for "Vlad", he refused to come inside. Shocked, I asked him if he was going to keep working, despite the omen, and he said yes. We let him stay out there and closed the door, keeping ourselves safe. I woke up somewhere around there.
Sunday, August 27, 2017
Matt Middleton
Jimmy and I had to go help a homeless person doing some shopping, and when we got there, we found a buggy waiting for us. We got in line behind a police lady and struck up a conversation. I don't remember what it was about, but she asked us something along the lines of "Don't you have a car?" She was really nice and funny, and I guess at some point Jimmy left bevause the police lady and I had lunch together and continued talking. There was someone else there too, but I don't remember who. I want to say it was her daughter maybe. Later I met Matt, who was also a cop. He was young and attractive with wavy brown hair. We got to talking and hit it off and got along really well. We talked to each other all the way to his car, which he leaned against. The only creepy thing he did was touch my leg and tell me how smooth it was. He said if he wasn't already with someone then he might have to give me a chance, but right now he was with a girl names Jules or something like that. He showed me something on Facebook, and I recognized his profile picture as someone who kept sending me friend requests previously. It was him inside of a tunnel or tube slide, and everything was orange. I think I told him I recognized the picture, and he told me his friend took it and he thought it was bad. Once he left, I began vigorously checking my Facebook for him, but I couldn't find him anymore. No one in my friend requests had a picture like that. I then started searching my Facebook for him outside of my friends and friend requests, and tried to think of his full name until I came up with Matt Middleton. I walked into the supermarket area to meet Jimmy, who pulled up in our car, and we saw a balding man with red hair, disguising himself among sunflowers. He somehow actually looked like one until you saw him from the top of his head. He then stood up and started talking to us. After we talked to him, we walked back towards the parking lot, and I was waiting for an ad to finish playing on my phone so I could search for Matt. The music in the ad was a remix of the Adams Family theme. Unfortunately, the ad didn't finish playing by the time my alarm woke me up, so I never got to find out more about Matt. Bummer.
Saturday, August 26, 2017
The Cat! THE CAT!
My mother and I each got brand new white SUVs, and we spent half of the first night we had them sleeping in them before we went in our apartment. Later we saw a similar vehicle that had a mini satellite dish and thought it was really cool. My mom got out a small wooden stool to see into the apartment of the people who owned the satellite SUV, I guess. As she was trying to look, people kept coming by, and she would try to look nonchalant. One of our neighbors that we used to get along with opened their door, and a different person came out. We went into the arcade (that isn't really there in real life) below building 9, and I looked around. I was amazed because I said when I was a kid, I never really knew about any of the cool stuff around here, despite living here. I saw some kids playing games, and this one kid had dark messy hair. I told him "nice hair" and there was another kid with a red scruffy beard, and I told him "love the beard". I assumed it was fake since he was just a boy. Later, I was driving my new SUV down a narrow road in the woods towards where my neighborhood apparently came out in the next town, which it really doesn't. I think my mom was there too because we saw an old pale blue car hidden in the trees, which she pointed out. I remember only being able to see half of it, so I thought it was a totalled car or something. The paint was faded and the car was big, like an Oldsmobile from the 90s. I thought it was cool since my mom used to have a couple, and went to investigate. When I got there, I found that it was completely intact and in working order, and there were two people inside. I freaked out because I wasn't expecting there to be people and drove back home. When I got home, my mom was very nervous, and Jimmy was there with her. She told me that I was no longer allowed to stay and had to leave because someone was after me, and I was in danger. Jimmy made me a talisman or something that was shaped like an X or lopsided cross while I freaked out and asked my mom what I was supposed to do if someone was after me, especially on my own. Jimmy said under his breath "T-T-T-T-Tardis!" and drew a yellow T on my talisman thingy before handing it to me. I remember I had a black cat as well, and it loved my mom and I and was sometimes mean to Jimmy, but he said it loved him too. I went to the bathroom, and I was nervous since someone was after me, and I opened the shower curtain, hoping no one was there, only to find my poor cat. His fur was matted, and his limbs were broken and mutilated. I ran back to the kitchen where Jimmy and my mom were, trying to scream but unable to make a sound. I just kept mouthing the words "The cat! THE CAT!" I kept trying to yell, but my voice wouldn't go louder than a croak.
I also remember seeing the car a second time, flipped on its side to show a red underside, but I was too scared to check it out. I also seem to remember my mom having a minion from Despicable Me.
Tuesday, August 22, 2017
Evil Thing Pretending To Be My Mom
I was at the Food Lion plaza near the apartment complex I used to live in, waiting for my mom to pick me up and take me home. I remember walking by a store with a guy who looked my first grade teacher's son, and I helped him close up shop. I didn't want to wait too long to go home, so I asked this random girl for a ride. She said sure, and gave me a ride home. At first we passed the entrance to my neighborhood, but she turned around and pulled into it. I remember telling her how this was where my mom lived, but I was just visiting, as I often did. She pulled into the neighborhood and parked behind a car that was already parked, blocking it in. She said it was some kind of prank. I don't recall how my mom got there, but she was in the car. We got out and started up the hill, towards our apartment, as it began to rain. I remember asking my mom how she got home, and she told me that someone from work gave her a ride. We got into the apartment, and I was thinking that my mom was dead, and as we were sitting in the kitchen, I asked my mother if she was really my mother. I don't remember what her answer was, but I remember that she waa behaving oddly. I asked her to say God, and she wouldn't do it, no matter how much I pressed. I started saying God over and over again, louder and louder, until I couldn't say it anymore. I backed away and after a bit, I could say God again. My mother was different now. She still looked like herself, but darker, more evil. I seem to remember seeing an evil smile, and I remember seeing her rise into the air, her socks the only thing visible directly in front of my face.
Friday, July 28, 2017
Water Park
I dreamed I was a boy at a water park with my 2 brothers. I was the oldest. We were simply playing and having fun, and I was doing weird things I shouldn't at a water park, but boys will be boys I guess. We were able to actually ride on stingrays and floating rocks and stuff as well as swim. It was fun. At one point, a couple approached my youngest brother and I, a man and woman. They asked if we were okay, and I told them I was actually thinking about asking them if they could buy us something to eat. They gave us oreos, and my brother ran off towards the parking lot, so I ran after him. Once there, we found our other brother and a vehicle waiting to take us home. I dont remember what else the couple and I talked about, but I remember them saying they couldn't take care of us because that would be too many siblings.
Tuesday, July 11, 2017
Vampires
I dreamed that there were two male vampires who were rather deeply in love, but because it was frowned upon in the time period they were changed, they kept it a secret from the world. The dream started out in sort of a pub type place. A fight broke out or something maybe. I don't really remember. I just remember being one of the two vampires who were kissing and biting each other's necks in the back section. Then we left the bar and made our way to some obscure area like a park with an entrance to the woods. I was wearing a necklace from the pub that was basically a human ear on a long heavy chain. I guess someone had lost one. We went into the woods and went walking, searching for something, and it was like I was someone else. There were two vampires and me, some random girl, joining them on a quest. I had to pee but figured it could wait. I remember going into the woods and getting separated from one vampire and left with the other after they shared a particularly steamy make out session. I talked to vampire 1 about vampire 2 and he told me about their strange and slightly masochistic relationship, which is usually part of most vampire stories. Me and vampire number 1 emerged from the forest to find a note from vampire number 2 that simply said 'twindoors room' and was written in big fancy letters on a pink slip of paper. He made some comment about 'they're really using that diary' so I guessed vampire number 1s diary had been stolen. I didn't get to see this 'twindoors room' because I woke up, but somehow I knew it was a pink room with double doors.
Sunday, July 2, 2017
Simple Desert Dream
I dreamed that I was watching a movie in a car and it started to look like a 3D movie so I decided I was tired but continued to watch. I eventually dozed off and began to dream that I was in a car that was going down a long empty desert road. I could still hear the voices of the other people in the car, but I could no longer see them. I just knew that there were two adults in front of me and some kids in the back seat with me.
Saturday, July 1, 2017
Sebastian
So I've been playing Stardew Valley lately and chose Sebastian to be my spouse. While courting him, I dreamed that I found out a way to bring him to life (because fictional men are always better than real ones, right? Haha.). He wasn't a real person though so I had to employ the use of cybernetics and things like that, so I guess he was basically a cyborg with no soul or conscience. We were happy for awhile and acted like a normal married couple. All was great until he tried to kill me. I guess that's what I get for watching Transcendence not too long ago.
Saturday, June 24, 2017
Break In
I was home alone in the apartment I grew up in and thought I heard the front door being messed with. I went and made sure it was locked before returning to whatever I was doing. I came back later to find it slid open like a patio door, even though it was a regular door, and a woman standing outside my apartment. Feeling confident, I freaked out and demanded to know what the hell she was doing trying to break into my house. She said something about a kid left a doll up here, but I knew that was a lie. Then a man forced his way in and began looking around my house and messing up everything. I had a knife from the kitchen and ran up and stabbed him right where his heart should have been, but he didn't even flinch. He simply said something to the effect of "that hurts" and kept poking around my house. At a loss, I tried to shoot him in my mother's bedroom with Jimmy's gun, but it wasn't even loaded. I went to look for my gun, and another guy found his way into my home. This one was a white guy with semi long blond hair and a southern accent (the other guy was a black man in a white tank top). I tried to shoot him with my gun, but it didn't seem to affect him, and when I shot him with my father in law's gun, he just looked at me like I was stupid. The gun didn't even make a loud shooting sound, just a sort of whoosh sound.
Friday, June 2, 2017
Don't Try To Come Between Lovers
I was upset because these two girls were living with me and Jimmy and one was an ex who hadn't gotten over him yet. The other didn't seem to seem to have much interest in him and looked like my coworker. I got upset and left one day. Eventually Jimmy and the girls and some other friends found me and I made some stupid speech about how Jimmy was mine and I wouldn't allow anyone to come between us. He kept saying stupid stuff though, so I ran off again. Later I came home, expecting the issue to be fixed, but instead I found Jimmy and this girl lying in a room on separate beds and talking. I was upset and cried and yelled at them, and the girl said she would never give up. I yelled at them some more and ran off to a nearby playground. There was a piece of equipment that looked like sort of a human cubby hole and I removed a small spider web and hid in there to cry. After a moment it started moving and I realized I was in the bed of a truck. I put on my best male voice (because pedos don't like boys apparently) and told the driver I didn't know he was taking the equipment and asked to be let out. He thought I was some boy he knew and told me to come sit up front and he'd take me home to see his wife Barbie and have her cook me something. I jumped out of the truck and just ran back home to find Jimmy in the room, but the girl was gone. Come to find out he stabbed her with a paint pen and somehow hid her body in a poster on his wall. Not behind it, mind you, actually in the art. Like he shrunk it down and stuck it there or something. I didn't scold him. In fact, I think it turned me on and we wanted to have sex but Jimmy said his dad was home. Later we were in a bright room and people were bringing over cards to sign and gifts for the girl's parents. I told Jimmy would be by soon and we had to play it cool. He kept pacing and acting uncomfortable though, but I felt fine. I told him he needed to stop acting weird because the cops would notice and we passed notes and stuff about our plans. For some reason I was taking chewable Tylenol and trying to decide how much to give our son without killing him. Jimmy brought me a note and a friend of ours also approached me. Out of nervousness, he faked a New York accent and tossed me the folded up paper, saying something like "here ya go, Slick!" I laughed and told him he was silly.
Sunday, May 21, 2017
Exorcist
I dreamed that I had been chosen by the Vatican to be a priest/exorcist. I was in my old apartment with Jimmy and kept getting attacked by demons and stuff. I couldn't see them, but I could feel them, and when I tried to rebuke them and order them to leave, my voice kept messing up and making me unable to speak. At one point I couldn't speak and ran to find Jimmy in the backroom. He didn't know what was wrong as I looked panicked but was unable to speak. I put my hands together and tried to croak out "pray" but my voice wouldn't work. Finally he got the hint and took me in his arms and said a silent prayer, and I could actually hear what he was praying from inside of his head, like I could hear his thoughts. My voice came back, and I remember thinking I was glad the prayer worked since Jimmy wasn't super religious. I thanked Jimmy and went right back to yelling out verses and rebuking things in my bedroom until my voice messed up again. Jimmy was with me then though. We went to bed that evening, and I was awoken in the night to and evil presence. I found a small pale arm sticking out from the mattress as if trying to grab me, but I grabbed it instead. It was small and bony and felt like the arm of a very small child. Knowing it was a demon I tried to tell it to leave in Jesus name, but my voice cut out again. I tried to reach up and grab my crucifix, but I couldn't reach that and hold on to the arm, so I tried to wake Jimmy up by saying "get the cross!" over and over, but my voice just wouldn't work. This went on until I woke up.
Helpful
Jimmy and I had to be to work but I had to use the bathroom first. I went real quick and grabbed a stuffed lion named Sabrina on my way out. I met up with Jimmy and his dad in the car, and Jimmy told me to look up Mike Street in my GPS. I did and we continued on the way, but we stopped off at several locations to help several people on the way, with the idea that as long as we are doing good we will get to work on time. As we drove, I spent the time painting my lion and making up a back story for her in my head about how she didn't understand why she never grew a mane like her daddy, the King of the Jungle. I don't remember all the people we stopped to help, but the last was a gentleman with some serious car trouble. It looked like the the wheels had all blown out and the car had swerved into a parking lot. I don't remember how we helped him, but we did.
Wednesday, May 17, 2017
Evil Robot Roommates
I dreamed that I was living in an apartment, very similar to the one I grew up in, with a bunch of humanoid robots. They all looked human but were actually machines (eek...) and we had one robot that rode along on a removable track on the wall and cleaned the apartment. At one point I was sitting on my bed and reading a book or something when I thought I felt something on my shoulder. I ignored it the first time, but when it happened again, I turned to see the cleaning robot and jumped to my feet in surprise. I left the room and asked my roommates what I was supposed to do with this thing as I was about to go to bed. They told me to just lead it out of the room and then remove the track and it wouldn't come back in, so I did. All the while I could feel their eyes on me. There was one really nice female who spent a lot of time on her computer and wanted to help me. She gave me a code to escape in secret. I guess someone found out because she was deactivated not long after. I couldn't sleep because these robots made me so uncomfortable and later used the code to escape into what I can only describe as a corral. It was similar to a horse track with doors in each lane. By the time I reached the doors, the evil robots were on my tail. I kept running, almost getting caught, until i burst through the door into freedom. For some reason, they didn't follow me. Once I got free I had no idea where I was and was trying to decide where to go from here. I ran into one of my coworkers named Ashley, and we continued on our way together until we ran into a guy. He was muscular with short dirty blond hair. Ashley and the guy were flirting a bunch, and we all took a seat in the grass alongside a guard rail on a freeway and on the side of a hill, overlooking the city. We thought we were safe until the guy's eyes shimmered red in the sunlight and he smirked rather evilly.
Friday, May 12, 2017
Back To Daycare
I had a dream that I was 18 and went back to daycare. As a student. None of the other students got along with me because I was so much older, so I was pretty lonely. There was also a bunch of kidnappings going around, and I happened to witness one from the classroom, through a window. A little girl with a backpack and a green jacket was literally being dragged out to a car by a man. I told the teachers and they tried to stop him but were too late. Later, I left the classroom and took a walk around the daycare. I found a room that was used for storage with a ladder that led up to the attic and another that led into a particularly creepy looking basement with a bunch of pipes and probably a boiler, complete with Freddy Krugar. I left that room be and walked around some more until I found another room. This one was just a room with a couple of closets and a bit more space even though it was clearly used for storage too. There was even a wardrobe, which I later tried to check for a portal to Narnia. When I first entered the room, I heard voices from behind me and turned to see what appeared to be a couple of odd animals, maybe stuffed. I brought them into the room and told them we were going to hide from the kidnappers here. They sat silently while I looked around the room and at all the junk in it. Somehow Jimmy ended up in the room with me later, and I showed him all the crazy cool stuff I found in the room. He thought a lot of it was neat too and we just spent our time digging through all of it. I found an old Cinderella jewelry box that I thought was mine, but when I finally got it out from underneath everything I saw that it wasn't because mine was from a different movie. Suddenly one of our coworkers came looking for us, and we left the room. I showed Jimmy the creepy room with the ladders, and as we were leaving a girl showed up and tried to flirt with him, but I told her to back the fuck off because he was mine. I saw her looking at him again later in a store and made stabbing motions with a pen, and she quickly looked away. I think I woke up before I finished the dream though.
Saturday, May 6, 2017
Ghosts In The Machines
A guy named Marcus, a girl with short hair, and myself were staying at some sort of lab where they were experimenting with putting the souls of the deceased inside of machines. One of these machines was my mother. It wasn't a fancy machine like a humanoid robot or anything, just a robot arm like in factories. Apparently it talked and everything though. At first I had been up for the idea until I realized that it was wrong and shouldn't be going on. I told my mother that she could "go" if she wanted to, that she could move on to the next life, and Marcus, myself, and the dark haired girl made plans to escape and save our deceased loved ones. We went to grab some fast food at a drive through (Marcus and I got in my Dodge Neon, and the girl drove a white car) and Marcus went to get some new shoes. Later on, a cop was asking us about Marcus as he had stolen some shoes. We eventually went back to the lab and the head lady was having a fit because someone had interfered with the experiment. She yelled at myself and Dark Haired Girl and said we aren't allowed to eat together. Later, she tried to butter me up and took me into a room full of every stuffed animals I'd ever owned, and I was feeling very nostalgic. I picked up several and hugged them and looked them over. My favorite was a puppy, I think. I got a call later on that was supposedly from my mother. She talked to me and was supposedly feeling better, but I happened to peer around a corner and see that it was either the security guard or the head lady who was faking the voice. I made up my mind then and there to get out and to save my mother. I took one look at my stuffed animals, and probably was going to take the favorite (and a couple more with me), and began plotting my escape.
Monday, May 1, 2017
Possibly Graphic, Proceed With Caution
I was at the apartment I grew up in and playing a part in a movie with Johnny Depp where he was a vampire. He was coming after me, trying to keep his distance as I was apparently sad and wasn't running away fast enough. I got to my mother's bedroom and closed and locked the door on him, but he somehow managed to open it and found me sitting on the bed. I told him "Oh no I guess you got me", and he came over and sat with me to discuss why I was so down. After discussing, he changed into a nice suit and fixed his hair to look all fluffy and nice, and I think we were about to have... "relations" when this asshole comes in. He's part of the film too, but I don't know what part. He was mad because apparently we had eaten and not made him something, so I went to the kitchen to make him a peanut butter and banana sandwich. I searched the pantry for bananas and was surprised to find them as my mom was long deceased and there shouldn't have been anything in this pantry. I took a banana off the bunch and took it to the counter to open it and put it on the sandwich, but when I removed the peel, the inside was not a banana. It was a tiny cat. I didn't seem to care about this as the cat was most likely dead and not moving, so I started pulling off pieces like taffy and making a sandwich. I took the sandwich back to the man who didn't want it anymore, so I put it on the floor for the dogs who wouldn't touch it, all the while feeling bad about it being a cat and asking myself if it was really dead and thinking if I hadn't been in such a hurry to shut this guy up, I wouldn't have made the sandwich. We added pickles to the sandwich and the dogs ate it.
Friday, April 14, 2017
Sleepover
I went to the library with my mother and my ex. They left and I was there by myself. I wanted to check out some books, but I knew I wouldn't be able to being them back since I lived so far away. They had to kick me out around closing time, and I was worried about how I was going to get home. Luckily, I happened to run into Darren (guy at work I used to have a crush on), and asked him for a ride. I decided against it afterward though because I lived farther away than him, but he said it was okay and I could just stay with him for tonight. When we got to his house, there was a roommate. Darren pulled out a large bed, and roommate took the bed that was already in there, so I ended up sharing a bed with Darren. For some reason we held hands and huddled really close until we fell asleep. When I woke up, Jimmy was there to pick me up. Darren gave me a red plaid button up shirt to wear over my clothes since I had apparently taken a shower the previous night and had no clean clothes with me. I told him he was sweet and Jimmy and I went home.
Friday, April 7, 2017
Crazy Killer
Jimmy and I went to a place with lots of video games and a fake car that you could actually drive around inside that held 2 passengers in front and back. I think there was a snack bar sort of place too. We were driving around in the car, him the driver and me the passenger, and we picked up a guy who seemed cool at first. He told us about his crazy brother who we later found out was trying to kill me. Yay. I had to wash anything of his that I saw because apparently washing it was going to help, and live the rest of my life in fear that a madman was coming after me. There was also something about cooking a pig and a lady with a huge truck in my old neighborhood.
Shawn, Wedding, and Cancer
Sorry for the complete vagueness of this post.
I dreamed that someone took me to a bunch of old abandoned buildings that I wanted to explore and take pictures of, but there was a guy there named Shawn or something who didn't want people there taking pictures and stuff. He was also big on healthy foods and working out and things like that. He kept running me off every time until a group of people looking to do something worse (can't remember what) showed up. We joined together to get rid of them.
I don't remember if it was Shawn or if it was a completely different dream, but the next thing I knew I was suddenly getting married. I wanted my mom to be at my wedding, but when I tried to call her my ex answered, so my soon to be husband and I went looking for her. I remember turning a corner and seeing a group of people. I asked them if they had seen a short woman with brown hair, and they pointed to someone coming around the corner. When the person came around the corner, I saw that it was actually my childhood friend (who is also short but has black hair) and not my mother. We eventually ran out of time and had to return to the church and proceed with the wedding. My mother wasn't there, but my childhood friend was.
In my final dream, Jimmy and I found out that he had cancer, and he was super depressed. We tried to have a party for him to make him feel a little happier, but he hid somewhere. I spent most of the dream trying to find him. Finally, I looked in a sort of mini closet/crawlspace that I knew he liked to hide in, but he wasn't there. When I turned around, he was behind me and smiling, trying to be positive, I guess. There were cars somewhere in this dream too.
Tuesday, April 4, 2017
Terrorist Attack!
I dreamed that I went to a convention with Jimmy and two of our friends, who we literally dragged there. The con was two days, and I wanted to buy a certain shirt so I could have a different outfit for each day. My mother and I went to a gas station across the street to look around, and we discovered that the windows on her Cadillac (looked more like an SUV to me) had all been broken. We found who did it and tried to resolve it. When we were about to leave, I told my mom to go ahead back to the con and I'd catch up, but she drove the car up to the gas station to wait for me anyway. I didn't know and left after a quick look around, heading back. I passed several strange characters in alleyways, one of which was wearing a mask like on The Purge, and I started getting uneasy. I somehow found out that a terrorist group was plotting something. I saw a group of people standing in an entranceway, but they ran away the moment they saw me. Worried now, I called my mom and passed on the news I heard and told her to get to the basement of the parking garage as quickly as possible, which is where I headed. Suddenly a strange woman's voice came over my phone. "Mom?" I asked in confusion at the sudden change. "No," the woman replied "Everyone needs to hear this." Somehow I assumed that meant that she had hacked everyone's phone and was giving safety instructions and my mom would be okay. I went into the underground area of the parking garage, and the woman continued to talk, telling us how the terrorist group planned to trap everybody underground and flood it with waste water. Upon finding this out, I tried to leave, but the group from earlier appeared again and literally flipped a staircase to form an impenetrable wall, trapping me and several other people underground. There was a man who was freaking out, having a full blown panic attack. He kept saying something to the effect of "I can handle the water, but not the smell. I can't stand that smell!" As the lady on the phone rambled on about her maniacal plan, the staircase gave out below us and dropped like a super fast escalator. The man continued to freak out, but I just stood silently, holding onto the railing and accepting the fact that I would die alone. I thought about my mom, hoping she hadn't made it underground yet and was okay. I thought about how unfortunate it was that I would never get to see her again. To my surprise, I stayed calm. The man, on the other hand, was the complete opposite. Fortunately, I didn't get to experience my death, since I woke up right as we were falling.
Friday, March 24, 2017
Followed by a Shapeshifter
I dreamed one of my coworkers told me about some kind of quest. I didn't get a chance to go until about sunset, but I went, like an idiot, anyway. I remember walking through a gate and into some really grassy area with a path and a lot of trees. I followed the path. I remember being in my house and having to step around and over the dogs. I ran into my mom at some point, and she joined me on my quest. We passed the dogs and entered a room where there was a man in a mask that looked like black pantyhose over his face. We quickly went past him and found ourselves in sort of a bar with a bunch of scary people. I gave my mom a metal 3ds stylus to use as a weapon, but the first was broken so I gave her a different one. It wouldn't be much good in a sword fight but maybe it could poke out an eye or something. I kept one for myself, and the scary people started closing in one by one, but they would always back away before getting close enough to harm us. My mother and I fled from the room, having apparently reached our destination, and ran back through the quest. We ran past the creepy man in the black pantyhose mask, but he followed us. We ran past the dogs, and I eventually woke up at the apartment I had lived with my mom. I was relieved it was just a dream. My mom was just getting home from work and made some silly comment about me sleeping the day away or something probably. I asked her her middle name, but she answered wrong and I knew she was something from my dream so I kicked her out. When who I thought was my real mom came home, I asked the same question. She said something similar, but I held my stylus to her throat and made her repeat herself. When the answer was wrong, I ran her off too. She told me the big one would be coming soon, and I wouldn't get rid of her so easily. I watched her and two other women walk away outside my balcony as I tried to close the blinds, but something was in the way. The other woman was smiling cruelly at me saying "I saw you" before walking away. I saw the big one later on, saying I just wanted my mother back and asking if we could make a deal. It wanted sex, so I recommended some girls at work, and it met me there, disguised this time as a girl I work with. I told it it was the wrong gender and it turned into a guy who looked a lot like my gay friend, who I also work with. We went for a walk around the store and were in the health and beauty/pharmacy section when I woke up.
Tuesday, March 14, 2017
Giant Mutant Robot Dinosaur From Outer Space
This is not the first time I've dreamed about this thing. In my dream, I was hanging out with a couple friends, guy and girl. We were at this little house with sort of a play area inside and a large parking lot similar to a Wal-Mart outside. I remember I was standing outside, and I saw an airplane flying erratically. It kept doing loops and flying in my general direction before turning around. At first I wasn't worried about it as it was still very high up, but I started to worry and even ducked at one point as it got closer and closer with each circle. I wasn't sure what was going on or why. I looked towards the city in the distance to see what appeared to be a giant mutant robot dinosaur from outer space. It was huge, white in color, and had glowing green eyes (like big black gaping circles with glowing green around the edges) and a horn on its head that may have been glowing green too. It was tearing up the city like Godzilla and roaring what sounded like a loud metallic sound. I don't remember where my friends were at this point, but they must have came outside because I remember the girl looking at the dinosaur in the distance and saying that her brother, who went to college in the city, had to go to some help group or he would end up dead by this monstrous dinosaur. There were cars floating in the air around the dinosaur, and I remember thinking that I would go home that night while everyone else was watching this thing on TV and go to bed, hoping when I woke up the dinosaur would be gone. I also wondered why help wasn't coming this time, which is what leads me to think I've dreamed about this monster before. I was expecting some helicopters and military to show up and try to kill it or something, like before, but they didn't. As I remember happening before, the dinosaur was eventually calmed down and it opened up to reveal a human body with a metal helmet floating above an invisible head. I think I was watching this on TV as I was far from the city. The person took the helmet off to reveal what appeared to be a purse made of skin for a face, and stepped out of the craft. All the floating cars safely landed back where they had come from, and they packed the alien and her dinosaur robot into a white government van and drove away. I remember trying to be as far away from the van as possible, which resulted in me leaving my jacket at the indoor play area. My friends and I later went to a weird restaurant that served burgers and eggrolls, and I remember sneaking them an order of each on the house for the dinosaur alien person. They were mad at first until they saw who it was (this time a male) and gave up the food. I sang a song about the dinosaur alien from the news transcript, and it pretended to sleep, so I left, leaving the creature in the restaurant where it pretended to awaken and smile devilishly to itself. I remember searching for it underground and asking my friends who they had crushes on, but it wasn't really relevant to the dream. I also called the dinosaur Mr. Apatosaurus, but I don't think that was really the type of dinosaur it was (After a quick Google search, no It was definitely not an Apatosaurus.). It looked more Like a giant metal T-Rex fossil with glowing green eyes and a bent back horn. Like I said, I think I've dreamed about this thing before and just forgot until now.
Raven
I don't really remember anything about this dream. I just remember being in a large open field like on a farm with a fence around it. The grass was brown and dead and there may have been hay bales lying around. Above me, Raven was circling, and I was talking to him. I don't remember what I said, but I was talking to him as he just circled the field, getting higher and higher until he vanished.
I've been getting into Haida culture and mythology lately, and in said mythology, Raven is the trickster. He is a close depiction of humanity. They say Raven is evil and greedy, but he will always help you in your time of need.
Friday, March 10, 2017
Middle School Memory
I dreamed that I went to the doctor (Probably for my ear since I can't hear our of it) and the secretaries in the waiting room were talking about one doctor who was up for firing because he would treat patients without washing his hands or wearing gloves. Later, a doctor came out from the back and to my shock, it was my old middle school crush, Andrew. He seemed uncharacteristically happy to see me and pulled me to him and started waltzing me around the waiting room. Jimmy was there too, and I felt particularly uncomfortable with all this going on right in front of him since I didn't want him getting the wrong idea. We talked to each other happily and laid on the floor and hugged and talked about everything. I remembered what the nurses had said about the doctors getting fired for not wearing gloves to treat patients, and I told Andrew that I didn't want him to get in trouble because I knew he had a child to take care of at home (which is true. A boy I think.) He didn't seem worried though. He later went on to tell me he had a girlfriend, but we should leave our partners and get together. I wasn't too sure about that and just tried to beat around the bush. Before parting ways, he told me he loved me and, uncomfortable with his affections but not wanting to be mean, I mumbled "yeah you too..." Jimmy and I later left the doctor and headed back home and went to bed. A young lady who I guess was a babysitter or nanny came into the room to tell us something, and hearing voices and seeing an open door, our son followed. The young woman put him back to bed, and Jimmy and I went on to play some video games online with some other people. I saw a character that I somehow guessed was Andrew. I was looking through a magazine where you could submit stories, I think in the game, and one of my coworkers showed up and told me a whole sob story about why she hadn't been able to win some silly contest in the magazine because you had to get some dvds or video games but hers had never come in because FedEx had lost them. Then my alarm woke me up.
Sunday, March 5, 2017
Sick Dreams
I'm sick, so that may explain why this dream is so weird. First I was at a house with a bunch of other people, and we were all playing instruments. Not instruments like guitars or keyboards, but instruments like a marching band would play. There was one dark haired guy in a white t-shirt who was playing a flute I believe. I think I was playing a clarinet, and we kept dancing around the room and playfully bumping into each other, so I figured maybe he liked me. Later he disappeared and I was kind of sad. We stopped playing and I offeres for rhe remaining pelple to come watch anime with me and was happy to see that flute guy had came back. I was then walking with a guy who called himself Shaggy. He was a black guy with dreads. We were walking through some kind of graveyard or obstacle course (I can't remember, just know there were obstacles). We were talking about the origin of his name and he told me his real name was Shaggy. We went into a store of some kind and as we were standing at the counter, people in the store kept making weird comments like "it must be great when The Joker takes care of you" and "wait until Harley finds out." I was wearing a gray Harley Quinn t-shirt, and I faced the man beside me who was now a white guy with mild Joker make up. I giggled and said "too bad they don't know I am." "Harley?" he asked me, and I nodded and proceeded to rock back and forth on my feet like a child, grinning playfully. We later left to drive by the obstacle course thingy and called some friends of ours who had previously said they wanted to explore it and told them we were driving by if they were interested. They told us they had just walked through it and we were a bit annoyed that we had missed them.
I don't really know if this is in perfect chronological order as it was a long dream. I feel like the Harley part was the end, but whatever. That's my weird dream.
Friday, March 3, 2017
Dinner With The President
I dreamed that myself and a friend stayed at the white house for a night. We ate dinner with Trump, but I don't remember anything we talked about, as is often the case in dreams. There were other people there too, and I wasn't allowed to sit by him because we all had assigned seats. If I remember right, my friend and I slept in the same room we ate in, and the table turned into a bed. Trump didn't seem to like us there and seemed to be rushing us to leave. I think I also dreamed about having dinner with Obama at some point, and I vaguely remember thinking he (Obama) was a much nicer person.
Sunday, February 26, 2017
Beware The Man
So I'm walking through the woods on a beautiful day. The sun is shining and everything is green. As I walk, I'm finding all these toys that I used to love to play with as a child. Plastic horses and their barns, kitchen play sets, normal toys a kid would love. I come to this lovely green clearing and I find some more toys. Everything is kind of broken but fixable and I set to fixing them as I collect these toys. At the edge of the clearing, just in front of the trees is what appears to be a tent, and I approach it. There is a woman there, I think, but I can't remember any of her features. I think she was very pretty though, a fairy of sorts. She tells me to "Beware of The Man. Don't let him find you." Of course, I don't know who this man is or why I should avoid him, and I ask. She asks me if I'm sure I want to see him and tells me to get in this tent as I will be safe there. So I get in, and I guess Jimmy is in there with me asleep, and zip up all the entrances. The tent then begins to float, and I can feel myself sinking through the bottom, but it holds me. I think the woman is somehow making it fly. We go up and up until I see this thing fly over us, which I can only assume is The Man. I don't remember what he looked like either, just that he had a black pointy hat like a witch, so I guess he was some kind of evil forest wizard character. All I know is that the moment he was near, I could feel only pure evil radiating off of him. We pass him in flight and I feel my tent begin to go downward in sort of a spiral until I land safely on the ground again. The woman tells me I am safe now and that I can come out, so I unzip the tent and climb out with a newfound fear of this thing called The Man. I hear snoring, so I look to see Jimmy sleeping inside the tent. And in my looking for the source of the sound, my eyes happen to land on someone else, standing at the end of the tent: my mother. I don't recall her saying anything. I think she just sort of looked at me with a smile on her face, like she was proud of me for something. I guess I woke up after that because I don't remember anything else.
Tuesday, February 14, 2017
The Board
I dreamed that me, Jimmy, our friend Joel, and another female (possibly Joel's fiance) were all gathered around our house, playing with an Ouija board. This is completely unrealistic as Joel and his fiance are super mega christains, but it was just a dream. Our house looked different. We were in a library like room to play with the board, but we don't have a library or anything like that. We live in a double wide, not a mansion. Somehow I remember seeing the house before it was our home with some kind of fancy glasses that showed the past. Anyway, we were playing with the board. My mom was there too, and she very much disapproved, but just let us play. After we played with the board, I tried to get my friends to close it with me by saying goodbye, but they had already gone off to do something else and lost interest. I think I managed to get Joel to help me close the board eventually, and everyone but me and my mom were gone. Around then is when things started moving by themselves. Books would open and come off shelves, doors would open and close. We went on like this until I got sick of it and ordered the spirit to leave. I automatically assumed it was a demon even though it hadn't harmed anyone and was just being annoying and told it that it wasn't welcome here and commanded it to leave in the name of Jesus Christ. This went on for awhile before it finally seemed to leave. All the activity stopped and things seemed back to normal.
Friday, February 3, 2017
Ballroom
My last dream I don't remember too well. I remember going to a house, and they had a ballroom. I thought it was super cool. There were two guys living there. One was Shizuo from Durarara, and the other was some other blond guy. Someone else was mad because they were in love and other blond guy had built the ballroom for Shizuo.
Snakes In The House
This may be the same dream as the guy with the gun, but I don't know. It just seems like they somehow coincide, but they sound nothing alike.
Jimmy and I were in our home, but the layout was different. Our room was behind the living room with something else behind us, and the living room and kitchen area was infested with snakes. Usually we were fine, but sometimes the occasional snake would crawl under the door. One did and we called for someone to kill it, but no one came. A moment later our son came in from the kitchen and dining room, letting in two more, which we killed. He left the door opened though, and several more came in. We fussed at Gabriel not to leave the door opened or he'd let in the snakes, but it was too late. He had about three of them climbing up his arm, and one was on our bed. My two year old son somehow managed to cut the snakes off him, and we killed the ones on our bed and coming in from the kitchen before closing the doors.
Guy With a Gun
I had a dream that I was a guy in a video game, and I had a gun. I think my name may have been Ryan. It started out with me walking through some sort of dark place. I don't really remember what happened in there, just that there was someone (or multiple people) I was trying to reach? Anyway, I came out of that dark place to a little circle that was made of wood or stone and had to fight what were called "hobbes" but they looked more like little goblins or something, but I guess that's technically what hobbes are. I killed one and the other two ran into the door I had just came out, the dark room. I looked in the room for them for awhile, but they were long gone, so I continued on my way. I was in a school, sort of. There were two libraries. One was for kids and looked bright and happy with a light blue floor, and the other looked dark and sad and depressing. I went in the kids library and there was a man standing there. I thought maybe he was a bad guy, so I pointed my gun at him. He shook his head and waved his arms no, so I lowered it and kept walking. There were small bookshelves everywhere. There was a group of kids eating sweets like cookies and candy, so I took some. After eating, I got some water, and the library began to fill up with water, but the kids were laughing and having a good time, so I stopped drinking the water and left the kids to swim around. I went into the other library to find a scary looking lady and people more my age. She pulled out a chair from the table for me, which was basically a metal fold out stool with metal backing that definitely wasn't enough to support my back. I met a girl and a guy there. The girl was nice, but the guy was kind of mean and scary. The girl and I left together, and ended up at a laundromat, if I remember correctly. The guy followed us, and I remember getting a bad vibe from him and not wanting him there. I may have shot him, I don't remember.
Friday, January 20, 2017
Cats Rule
I've been dreaming but been really lazy about posting here. So here's one I just woke up from. Myself, Jimmy, and several other people were stuck on this island that was ruled, I guess, by evil cats who wanted to keep us there to clean up after them or something. They could control people too, so I guess maybe they were aliens. I don't remember how it got to this point, but we had a bunch of stuff all packed up for us to run away and leave the island. I guess the island was a shopping center because we had buggies and buggies full of toilet paper and other necessities. We were trying to round up the last bit of people so we could all make our escape, when Jimmy and some other people saw a boy named Ethan. One person told Jimmy not to bother with Ethan because he was already "blank", or under their control, but he still tried until I told him to give up because we had to go. As we were preparing the last of our things, Ethan shows up and looks in our buggies. Angrily he says "Why are they helping y'all pack?" Or something like that. I remember there was also a woman and child, but we had to leave them behind too. There was also a ladder, but I don't remember what for.
Saturday, January 7, 2017
The Restaurant at the School
I dreamed that I went to this school with my mother. It was closed, I guess, since no one was there. I think it was supposed to be a college campus, but it looked more like an elementary school with all the metal breezeway and sidewalks. My mom and I split up for whatever reason, and I went in search of food which, surprise, I found. I came across a restaurant that was mainly just a booth sort of thing with tables out front. I ordered some food (I can't remember what) and took a seat at one of the tables to eat. I think someone may have approached me and offered me a job or something (I don't remember) and I ended up being with a group of other people, some which I knew, who went on missions and stuff. I remember I had to pretend to be a boy and charm women and stuff, and I had to bind my chest to play the part better. I remember looking at my FtM trans friend and being jealous of how well he bound his chest and asking for some pointers. I think he told me, but I forget. I also remember something about a gift shop area of the school, dedicated entirely to cheap alien memorabilia like plastic spaceships and stuff.
Thursday, January 5, 2017
Standoff
A couple days ago, I dreamed that I was at work. I met a 12 year old girl with brown hair who had autism and was taller than me. I know this because her mother told me. From there I met an Indian man who really liked my hair, which was long and blonde in the dream. While sitting in a cafeterias like area, the Indian guy was brushing my hair and a couple of cops showed up to arrest me. I demanded to know my charges and insisted I didn't do anything, but they cuffed me and took me anyway. They put me in the back of a van and drove me to a restaurant bar thingy. They led me inside to where several other people were sitting at what looked like old school desks, made of dark wood. They talked to us for a little while before the cops started laughing and they told us that we weren't really in trouble. We were just on a prank show called Standoff, and would be paid and rewarded for our wasted time.