Thursday, August 23, 2018

Holy Grail War

The dream is mostly fuzzy now, but I like it, so I want to write about it. I dreamed that I entered the Holy Grail War (Fate). I was hiding out in my house because I didn't want to be killed and no one seemed to know where I lived. I remember digging through a bunch of paperwork to try and find the instructions for summoning my servant, but it was taking forever to find. I recall telling someone that I would be summoning Archer soon. I can't remember if I found the paperwork or not, but Archer (EMIYA) eventually showed up, and he was staying with me and protecting me and even providing some amount of comfort since I was scared to die. We got along really well. Why I entered the war, I don't know. I probably just wanted to see Archer. Hoping for more dreams about him in the future, maybe a little sexier next time? Less war and more dates and kissing, you know. Lol.

Monday, August 20, 2018

Anime Connect?

Somehow the virtual world had been connected with the real world and i finally got a chance to have a relationship with one of my favorite anime characters. I dont know if Jimmy and I were broke up or what, but he was allowing it. I would talk to this other guy all day and I wanted to go to his world to see him, so I went through some kind of portal or something and Jimmy came with me. When I arrived, I fell mostly on top of my anime guy and Jimmy had to pull me down and shield me because I forgot that at the hour it was in virtual world, my anime boyfriend was having some sort of weird procedure that required some kind of bright and painful light that hurt real people really badly. It would burn their skin and leave painful burns like really bad sunburns. Anime boyfriend apologized to me even though it was my fault and he seemed to be a good guy. Once the procedure was over, Jimmy went off to do his own thing, and anime guy asked me to come with him, telling me how happy he was to see me. He took me to another room in the hospital or wherever this procedure had taken place, and my shoulder was stinging a little bot from the light. We got into the room and he told me to wait there. The room was entirely glass and apparently sound proof and I was really uncomfortable for some reason, so instead of waiting I left. I called my puppy and she came with me and I started to try and leave the hospital but kept getting lost. Eventually I found my way to the parking lot and found jimmy, our car, and a woman with short hair who was a driver or something. I asked Jimmy where my puppy was and he told me she was in the car, so I hugged Jimmy and told him I really loved him and was happy to have him. I broke up with anime boyfriend and didn't go back to virtual world after that.

Anime Connect?

Somehow the virtual world had been connected with the real world and i finally got a chance to have a relationship with one of my favorite anime characters. I dont know if Jimmy and I were broke up or what, but he was allowing it. I would talk to this other guy all day and I wanted to go to his world to see him, so I went through some kind of portal or something and Jimmy came with me. When I arrived, I fell mostly on top of my anime guy and Jimmy had to pull me down and shield me because I forgot that at the hour it was in virtual world, my anime boyfriend was having some sort of weird procedure that required some kind of bright and painful light that hurt real people really badly. It would burn their skin and leave painful burns like really bad sunburns. Anime boyfriend apologized to me even though it was my fault and he seemed to be a good guy. Once the procedure was over, Jimmy went off to do his own thing, and anime guy asked me to come with him, telling me how happy he was to see me. He took me to another room in the hospital or wherever this procedure had taken place, and my shoulder was stinging a little bot from the light. We got into the room and he told me to wait there. The room was entirely glass and apparently sound proof and I was really uncomfortable for some reason, so instead of waiting I left. I called my puppy and she came with me and I started to try and leave the hospital but kept getting lost. Eventually I found my way to the parking lot and found jimmy, our car, and a woman with short hair who was a driver or something. I asked Jimmy where my puppy was and he told me she was in the car, so I hugged Jimmy and told him I really loved him and was happy to have him. I broke up with anime boyfriend and didn't go back to virtual world after that.

Sunday, August 19, 2018

Crazy Kid

I dreamed that I was a boy who escaped a mental hospital where my doctor kept doing unnecessary procedures. I witnessed her sedating a patient unnecessarily and she kept poking my finger repeatedly with a needle and had a wicked smile and said i needed it just because i asked if i could hang out with some kid named Hektor. I tried to take my dog but we got separated. I escaped into a neighborhood that was being built but people were everywhere looking for me so i got an axe and killed four people to hide. My dream was mostly spent running around a city and trying to hide from people who knew me and hospital staff. I hid in hotels, car dealerships, bars, clubs, restaurants, water parks. There was a younger boy who I kept seeing and he tried to get me to go into a dark lounge place but i knew the staff were waiting so i told him he was tricked and ran away. He told me it wasn't a trick when you do it for someone you love. Later i met another boy who was older and asian and had his own place and car and stuff and we hid in a bunch of different places. He helped me procure some food and then he told me where to meet him and we parted ways. I ran around trying to find him but he wasn't anywhere. I tried the back alley of a bar but there were just a bunch of teenagers acting up back there. One asked if i needed a ride and offered a piggyback ride from his friend so i kept moving. I found my older friend eventually and then it turned out i was him and the hospital staff found me and said "alright pepe time to go back".
Later in the dream i was sitting with Jimmy in my old apartment and talking about food and he asked if i would be staying for dinner even though it meant i would have to face the people that thought i had ran away, but i really didn't want to deal with the drama of running away again. I don't know if i stayed for dinner or not because i woke up.

Wednesday, August 8, 2018

Evil Dogbot

My coworker rescued two dogs and left one at the vet where I was for some reason. I ran after her to return the dog she left, and she told me to keep it. The dog was missing its back paws and the whole bottom part of its front legs, and you could see the bones. Its fur was brown and matted and clumpy. There was a tablet instead of a head that showed a dog face. There was also a Corgi at the vet I wanted, but Jimmy said no. I tried to be nice to our new dog and give it belly rubs and everything because I love animals and would not give up on one in need, but it was mean and scary and viscious and snapped barked and growled at me and Jimmy a lot. At one point it actually bit Jimmy somehow, and the microchip transferred to him, and Jimmy became mean and scary and abusive so I ran away and hid, wishing we had gotten the Corgi instead of this evil thing. Evil Jimmy poked his head in the room I was hiding in to announce that he knew I was in there, and he said something along the lines of "I don't care what you do, if you want to run away, go. If you want to get a change of clothes for that child standing in line, then do it, but be sure you take care of us first." That child was my son, and clearly his father didn't recognize him anymore. Once he was gone, I snuck out and tried to run away. Outside, I remember thinking I wanted to find a therapist, but I was scared I would never be safe. I thought some about my mom too. And I remember thinking "I want my Jimmy back. I want my sweet, sweet Jimmy back." And I was no longer mad at him for any of the stupid stuff he had done (not washing dishes or taking out trash, etc). I just wanted him back to normal. I also remember spilling green baby food in the cooler at work and a Barbie RV playset that looked like a Corgi.

Monday, August 6, 2018

Horrible

I dreamed that me and two little brothers, one named Tommy, and my mom got out of our car to ask a weird woman about buying her playground set, but she said it was more of a stove set up and we couldn't have it because she needed it for survival. Me and my two little brothers (who i dont really have) fried a bird on the pavement and it turned into 2 eggs that we ate. It was already dead though. We just added butter. I rememeber Jimmy telling me that he was going into the freezer and to meet up with him later, and for some reason I imagined the inside of the freezers to be a bunch of doors that lead to different places. Then I killed someone for some reason. I think they found my weed. Then I tried to kill someone else, a man, who kept trying to get me to give him the key to my apartment. I refused and told him my mother had given it to me. I pretended like i was going to give him my other key and i slit his throat. I expected him to die but he didn't, even with his head cut clean off he was still acting like nothing was wrong. His head was completely detached from his body but somehow still sitting on his shoulders, and he was talking. I was scared he was going to rape me so i tried to cut his penis off too. Then my alarm woke me up thank God.